Staring Up at Orion

Tonight was the Perseid meteor shower. It is actually still going on and will until the morning hours but a working man must get to bed!

Behind my backyard is a big park with a famous toboggan hill. My backyard actually looks very much alike to the background of my blog, even with the same looking tree. It’s a prime spot for stargazing and there are/were several people on the grass, looking up to the stars. I was able to see one meteor fly across the sky. Although only one, it was big and it was bright… so much that when I saw it, made me go, “Ooohhh!” out loud to myself. A girl who was walking by asked if I had seen anything yet and I told her what I saw.

Even though there have been many highs and many lows with this journey, the highs have been similar to that feeling, enough to prompt that feeling inside and make you go, “Ooohhh!” I am so happy for all the parents-to-be whose blogs I follow, soon about to leave for India in the coming weeks and months to be with baby/babies.

For me, I get that feeling right at the beginning when you dream, what you imagine, how you feel excitement and a sense of wonder for hopefully how everything will work out, the good things that lie ahead and what the future will be like.

Well after trying since last November, everything is new again for me with a new donor, a new cycle ahead about to start and new hope… I'm standing on the edge of a new precipice, wondering where what's next will take me.